"Wherever You Will Go"

While listening to the song "Wherever You Will Go" I realized I had something to blog about. Here it is. 

You know, sometimes I wonder how something as small as one decision can change so much. Recently I was faced with the decision to leave Utah State or pay the tuition for which I didn't have money. I thought about my options, I prayed, and I made a decision.

This decision took all of about 10 minutes (there were several possibilities). I then went out and told my roommates that I was officially moving out. The more and more I talk about it the more I realize how right it is. Now, here is what is changing.

This decision caused me to lose two wonderful jobs. One of which was a job that is what I could be doing as a career. I gave up my calling. I gave up an 18 credit schedule. I gave up my place to sleep. I gave up all the friends I have met over the last few months. And I gave up that calming peace of having a plan.

Now, I have to find a job, find a place to live, move out in at most a week, and wait for the hand of God to lead me to where I need to go.

It's a little nerve racking but I wouldn't want it any other way. I love challenges in which God can show His power and work miracles, because He always does.

So, now I'm sitting in an almost empty room, I have boxes stacked up on the floor and my shelves and drawers and quite barren. I am excited to see how this all goes.

I hope that God will be with me wherever I will go.